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saraste ([personal profile] saraste) wrote2007-09-02 12:01 pm

Definitions

Why does society need definitions?

Why do I need to constantly define myself in the eyes of others. To define myself so as to tell the world 'This is me, this is how I am. I fit neatly into this category and you can reflect all your pre-assumptions on me,'

I'm just tired of that.

I could easily define myself and say that I'm a bit bohemian, bit this and that, artistic, queer. But somehow all of those carry so much with them. *sigh* Why can't I just say that I'm just me ? It would be so easy. I've already suffered too many headaches and heartaches because of definitions, crying and not sleeping. It's a vicious circle I'm afraid of falling back onto.

Damn it. I'd just like to be me and be happy, definitions be damned.

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