saraste

I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whew, now I feel somewhat better... I'm depressed because I was supposed to be working on a translation due later today, at noon to be exact, during the week-end but somehow did not get it done. Was incredibly distracted and hormonal. Damn. So now here I am, less than nine hours till the returning of the translation and I should sleep but I won't have the opportunity. Because I know that if I crash down into that oh-so-inviting bed I will not wake in time to go to my folklore class. And I can't rely on my friend to be there, she didn't say she would miss it, though. Well anyways..

I'm also stressed because I didn't sleep well during the weekend anyway.. My roommate woke me up at 11am on Saturday after I was finally able to fall asleep somewhere around five am.. I was planning to sleep at least ten hours, dammit! Grr... Then I went with my friend to the lighting of the decorative lights on the big christmas tree they've propped up before the cathedral. Only it was raining and neither of us had an umberella.. I wasn't quite soaked but freezing and I stood in the shover for over half an hour after to get warm, and then I still shivered a few hours after. And last night I woke up at four am and was completely disoriented for a while after having jumped up from bed for whatever reason.. Must have had a nightmare..

So.. And with the translation. It's turning out to be the worst text I've ever written. Argh..

And now I seem to have removed my 'depressed' avatar.. Nothing goes right anymore!!!